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CANTO 23 Strophe: And thus shall I

 

Strophe: And thus shall I body forth

as if from clear ancient sight

such visions as open from paradigms all around,

from starbursts of the ecstasy of being

caught up in the swings of the heavenly bodies which are ours,

Anti-strophe: though swirls of entropy emissions darken the swerving spirit

bewildered in bursts of chlorinated phenols

and the mixed blessings of intelligence.

Strophe: Thus I approach with rattling keys

the lingering flickers and the chipmunks sunning

over nut-filled burrows where radiant light streams

through space vacated by curled leaves that clutter downward

in brisk whispers.

Anti-strophe: Embody! Embody! sings this bewhiskered body

while a hawk screams nada over machinery in the meadow

that crushes corn-flakes to a powder dusty as a steel-mill dawn!

Were it not better to flirt with tathagata in the shade

and like Annie’s Lover watch the whole thing come

tumbling down, leave it to the poets to sing

their own magnificence, let all the world’s sermons

grind themselves to a pulpit?

Strophe: I am sworn to embody

out of the nothingness of sitting

the somethingness of the poem

arriving at magnificence

because of the honesty of my rigorousness

in the generation of visons

which are in fact quite meaningless

from the viewpoint of the state of suchness

which nevertheless I am sworn to embody!

Anti-strophe: Scalpels of the practical sphere

spin across my poet’s flesh and flay me

minion to make this a better world by going into politics

or plying my profession more seemly wise

or by fixing things up around the house.

Were it not better to live well in the shade

and be a liberal activist while saving up

for a CD-ROM Internet that would keep track

of my checking account so I’d have more time with the family?

Vacation? Fishing? United Way? Give blood?

Adopt a baby saved from abortion

by racist right-to-lifers?

In the acid rain

of these thoughts my poet’s guts

lay scattered and dried like these October leaves

and the song itself is bath-house,

sauna of self-indulgence.