CANTO 12 Imagine how
Imagine how my
heart must sink
as Turtle drops the mystic truck through
bedrock,
down diamond pipe to magma flow,
matter no barrier to my tranced system.
Trailing permafrost and obsidian, I orbit
a nickel-iron core of invincible pain.
Faces in yellow olivine show pain
more than this pilgrim can bear. I sink
into mesosphere as my orbit
decays. Above me serpentine, liquid bedrock,
forces great plates where rift systems
thrive; but at such cost! that molten flow
embodies the First Noble Truth. The flow
is rivers of beings laboring in pain,
makers and victims of faceless systems.
Dachau, My Lai, suburbia, in the broad sink
of magma swirl, no hope of bedrock;
they long for rebirth in their endless orbit!
I claw and I scream for that comfortable
orbit,
middle-earth and middle-class, congenial flow
of consumer goods and good books, bedrock
leisure of the unknown citizen, flight from
pain
I get in my tent, afraid it all might sink,
cushioned by professionally managed systems.
Farther down the vortex of burning systems
plunges Diamond T’s molten decaying orbit,
past the holocaust, thermonuclear sink,
to the IRON CORE where the dead, yet living,
flow
to beg a golden ring, screaming in pain,
begging rebirth, far below bedrock.
Now I learn the hardest substance, bedrock
of truth, Diamond Sutra above systems,
and turn to the Law that overturns pain.
For this was I freed from mundane orbit,
for this yearning spirits ceaselessly flow,
the Law where Being and Non-Being both sink.
Then Turtle, from the bedrock of its Bodhi
orbit,
throws the ring from which all systems flow
to me: a chance for life, for growth, for pain
to sink.